Have you ever felt like things don't really go your way ?
When you can't find that glimpse of light for a moment ?
When that aching in your soul, unstoppable ?

I'm not really sure what's going on with me lately . It's like I'm feeling like ....


THIS .

For some time , I feel like ripping myself into pieces . Make them PLENTY of pieces . It's like I make a big fuss over things sometimes and sometimes , I just feel different -hating stuffs mostly , condemning every single thing ? Gah ! I want my life back but how ? How nice if a light just shine upon me now . Sigh , it's really really wonderful getting to spend time with the besties . him , and them crazy kindergartenmates . Oh Belle too . Thanks babe ;) . But now , everytime when I'm all alone in my room , sitting on the bed , I feel so.. lifeless ? Emo you may call it ? And the most irritating thing of all is I don't know why ?! Gah , gah , double gah !

Well , note , this ain't about anyone , anything , any-hoo or any-haa. It's just somthing that I'm expressing from the inner part of me .

And , I definitely -from the bottom of my heart ,am soooo sorry to some peeps of mine .
I'm sorry that I said it was nothing when there's something .
I'm sorry I lied . But , that was to make you calm and assured .
I don't want to remember and don't intend to recall of such "unpleasant " events that happened.
And, I hope you'll understand why and I'll definitely explain to you why .
Just, that time wasn't really the most suitable time .
I'm sorry , really .
And , I'm grateful to have such peeps like you guys .
In my heart always .
LYN =)

p/s , will blog soon about everything ! =)

YUN , MONGIE - NEEEEEEEEEEEEEED SHOPPINGGG!!!